
It always amazes me how tarot can mirror our situation in such a explicit way.
So…
I’m the six of pentacles – Unequal Relationship, in all RWS sixes one person stands above and superior to… and i definitely feel superior to my coworkers at the moment. they don’t have the experience or the skills and right now i couldnt care less.
Across - Queen of cups – this card clearly represents my Mother, she has the emotional stability and we are so obviously the small cross of this reading..
My higher self is the King of Cups. i do aim to rule that element, but somehow the form is escaping me ( need to practice exercise 30 )
The root – Six of cups – although i want to change , i procrastinate that decision ad nauseam. home safeness feels good ( need to be that little guy moving away )
Past – Tower – My grandfather recent passing – once more i was face to face with our mortality, our perceptions are destroyed in seconds – what does really matter ? In the Aether remains all the stories we shared toghether…
Present – two of wands – duality – should i stay or should i go… FMI is here, unemployment rate is at the highest. and i don’t have the best paycheck , but is far from the worst – and despite that i spend every second thinking when it’s friday ( it’s a nightmare as bad as Rebecca Black’s song – if you don’t know Rebecca Black just forget i mention her )
Hopes – Knight of wands – Intellectually i have what i takes to move on to a more pleasent job but my…
Fears – Death – show me that such a rough transition would collapse my remaining energies.
Surroundings – Nine of wands – Another stage card, Am i an audience member , a performer or a Creator ? – i’d say im the performer here, using all my vitality to protect and defend my space, in the past i already had my issues not doing so.
Outcome – Knight of cups, i only realised yesterday looking at the card that is the only knight who has hermes wings on his helmet – i’m aiming to be the King but i know the knight energy is what mirrors me best. At least i’m moving somewhere…
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SORRY MY EXOTIC ENGLISH
See you in Aether !